Heavy Jam

I’m not ready for the world today
Already going through hell today
So anyone who tries to talk to me
They’ll be hell to pay

I got a mental list of all the shit
I’m dealing with
I know I’m not the only one
who’ll be feeling this nah

I don’t need politics
adding to the stress
Finished school time ago
so why another test

Trying to focus on me just being the best
but I can’t
when there’s so much
shit running through my head

Numbing meds so I don’t feel the pain
Even little miss sunshine
couldn’t stop the rain

Ain’t lifting the finger, nah
Not today, so get away from me
seems you got a lot to say
and I forgot to say

I’m staying in one place
all it takes
is one look at my face

I’m not playing,
There’s nothing you can do
to change that
So just stay back

and accept that that’s who I am
Staying in bed with a head like
Like heavy jam

Yeah, heavy jam
I’m in bed with a head like
Like heavy jam

The doctor’s prescription
just ain’t enough for me
I need some king size Rizla
and some Godfather OG

Yeah, now I can say that my life
is so sweet
Just one thing missing,
that one thing’s me

I’m existing
but I’m not living
I’m resisting
cause I’m not giving

Anything away
about the state of my brain
I’m just saying
you can’t take it away

Like all good artists
I’ll just harness the pain
and create a set of lyrics
that make people say
Man, I feel the same way

I’m sure I’ll smoke my way through this
Always the optimist,
advice from the doctor is
at some point you’re gonna
have to put a stop to this

Will I listen?
Nah that’s not who I am
It’s just another day in bed
with a head like heavy jam

Heavy Jam
Heavy Jam
I’m in bed with a head like
In bed with a head like
Heavy jam

I’m not ready for the world today
Already going through hell today
I’m not ready for the world today
Already going through hell today

So anyone who tries to talk to me
They’ll be hell to pay